I have reached a point where I have teetered between 157 and 165 for so long now that I feel like I haven't made any progress and will forever be at the size I am. All the extra early morning workouts are very difficult and eating different than my large family is mentally hard. I want to throw in the towel and just say, "I am this weight, I might as well enjoy life instead of stressing." I hope I don't and will move forward but with all that us on my daily plate of taking care of 5 children and nurturing a marriage takes almost all my energy.
I'm tired. If I don't see changes soon, I'm afraid I will give up.
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